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I wanna thank everyone that commented my earlier post; I really appreciated the advice and concern.<3

So what's going on?
For me, right now, nothing.  I need some references for my jobs, and i have no one. Hah.  I thought about calling my school and asking some teachers for their number//address for a reference and then I was like, that'd be awkward. 
So, Im not sure what I need to do in order to get a job.  No one is hiring right now, all they tell me is "they're accepted  applications, but we're not hiring right now"  I can't find anywhere.  Im getting nervous I won't be able to find anything right now.

Ive spent most of my day taking pictures, driving my brother places (his car is broke) and looking around online.  I feel so useless. I wanted to go jogging today, but I just couldn't bring myself to get out today.  The mosquitoes are horriable.  Im dying for some good friends. 

I really want a girl friend that I can have sleep overs with, take a ton of pictures with, go swimming with, go running with, just a girl to hang out with that's like a good friend.  Ive never had a girl as a friend really.  Im so sick of hanging out with guys, all the do is hit on me//made comments towards me or something.  it's annoying and I seriously want to have someone to have sleep overs with and talk to for real.  Im sick of shallow males.

Eh.
Ill figure out in july (maybe june) if I got the dorm room I wanted.  Im not sure what type of pictures Ill be able to make once Im in college.  But Im not planning on worrying about it right now. 

Blah. Im missing my boyfriend a lot more lately.  We talked for hours about how much we miss each other.  I just want to do something with him so bad.  I want to go to the movies with him, go driving out to the creek, drive to six flags, I wanna joke around with him, go to a fast food place for a date, and drive to some place and lay on the hood of my car with him.  it's like god, I miss him.

Daw. Sorry, don't want to depress anyone. I just miss him and love him to much<3

But, anyway, right now Im waiting for vampire dairies to come on.  It's the season final. hah. Im to excited about it. I feel so stupid for liking it, but Idc. 
George will be home at about 9 mine time, lol, so I have a long way to wait.

hah well, leave me hypes and comments<3
Love yall.